STOP TREATING ME LIKE SHIT OK?

Yes I know you're angry. But does that mean you can start blaming me for just saying one small wrong thing? Do you know how I feel? Do you even know all this while? How you treated me and how I treated you? I always tried to treat you so nice. But you just treat me like shit, the total opposite. I say 1 wrong word awhile ago and you're pissed. What does that make me? HUH? WHAT DOES THAT FUCKING MAKE ME? I'M NOT A SANDBAG! I ALWAYS TRY TO DO THINGS THAT WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY! BUT YOU JUST NEVER SEEM TO GET THE PICTURE! I'm just so tired.. I'm so tired.. I feel like letting go. I don't feel like I want to have anything to do with this anymore. It's my own fault, it always has been. I've been playing the biggest fool all along. Why? Why didn't I wake up from the start? I guess nice people always end up being total losers anyway..