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I've finally said it. But saying it doesn't actually bring me any good. The only good that comes out of it was that I finally said something that I've been keeping inside for 2 whole years. Why? Why are people like me so foolish? So stupid? If everybody was as silly as this I don't think the earth would be round. But of course this is earth. I can't stop sheding tears, knowing that it won't be the same from now on. I've done things that I have never done before and things somehow beyond my capability. But I have to say thank you very much for letting me have the happiest moments and saddest moments. I will cherish all those memories for the rest of my life.:'). I cannot move on knowing that I am weak and somehow easily distracted by the smallest thing. I'm sorry but I don't think I'll live a normal life from now on.