Its the end of 2011.

So today is the last day of 2011. And my new years resolution? Hope 2012 is better and all those nonsense about 2012 is going to end would be just a myth and I could laugh at them for believing such ridiculous facts. Plus yesterday the old man refused to give me my monthly pocket money. Just because I don't want to talk to you or refuse to answer your questions. I do admit I'm wrong at some part but other than that you shouldn't treat your only child like that -_-  Other people love their child and gave them full support but you're just treating me like a piece of trash and giving me full frustrations. But that's alright, cause I'm going to study hard and earn a better living than you! You're not going to pull me down there, cause I don't want to be a loser all my life. I have a dream and my dream is to be happy and earn a good life that I actually deserved. I certainly don't want my children looking down on me like that. I don't want to end up as a joke. For me, parents are role models? Pfft, don't make me laugh. I've been laughing since the beginning of this year and probably won't stop for a while. My wish is simple, you get out of my life and it will be better. Or you make things better and stop being an ass all the time. Who else will be there for you if it isn't us? We're you're family and that bloody retard you treat so well is nothing but a fucking loser. And if you don't leave him you're going to be a loser all your life. Not even your brothers care about you, your sisters ignored you. And now even your own family despised you. And you're still not going to make it better? I feel sorry for you sometimes, but half of the time when I see your attitude it's just plain pathetic. No difference, you're not going to change and I can see that. That's ok, your life your rules. But don't drag me down in it, cause I'm not going to be sorry for my own silly mistakes and even if i did I'll try to make it up and not make it worst. That's all I have to say. 2011 is a terrible year and I hope I'll not make more mistakes in 2012. I just want to have a happy and simple life.